You don’t understand. I don’t understand. I’m in this relationship that I want out of. I hate it! I like my partner, but I hate being with him anymore. He’s much older than I am and we’ve been together for eight years now. The longer we stay together, the older he gets. And he’s getting really old!
I don’t wan’t to be with some old guy! I want someone young. Hot. Someone I would want to have sex with. We don’t even have sex. I’m sick of it. I want out!
I guess I should really say, that ONE of my friends is an asshole! He’s so self centered, it makes me sick! I wish he would just get up off his fat ass and do something about his fucking horrible life!
Any way, . . .I’m just as misserable as I ever was. I need to have sex with someone and I need to do it soon!
So as I sit here with cat in lap, and partner safely sitting at his computer, I can’t help but wonder, “Is this it?” What has happened to me? Where has my youthful spirit gone to? Will I be distend to live THIS life until I die, or will I gather the courage to break out of this boring mold and go off for one last adventure? Stay tuned. . . . . . .